I was sick for a few days and Belle is now. Last night was interesting to say the least…
I was giving Belle a backrub. Less than a week in and I was horny as hell. I told Belle as much. A week ago she told me that we would play a lot more this cycle. Not her fault at all but still difficult. Belle sympathized and told me we could take a break. She told me I could take my device off.
I got the key and unlocked myself. I tried stroking myself while I was rubbing her back but that wasn’t working out too well so I finished her up. Belle was exhausted. I asked her to give me a time limit. She gave me ten minutes. At this point, I was under the impression that I was allowed to cum. I felt kinda bad about that. I felt like I was taking advantage of the fact that she was sick. I set the timer on my iPhone. I then handed her the phone and told her to type in the notepad either the word yes or the word no. That would indicate whether or not I could cum. This would give her the control back. She did so and closed the app. I was to look at it once the timer said I had a minute left.
At first everything was cool. I could have had an orgasm within the first minute. I edged myself once and then took a break for a few seconds. Then something strange happened. When I went back to stroking, I had lost all desire to masturbate. I also started losing my erection. WTF? I had six minutes to go. What the hell was going on?
I figured maybe a little eye candy would help me out. I had been wanting to jerk off to pictures of Taylor Swift for months so I pulled one up on my phone. Didn’t really help.
After a couple more minutes, I was sufficiently hard again and although I didn’t really care to anymore, I could have had an orgasm. The timer hit nine minutes and I opened up the notepad.
No.
I really didn’t see that cumming. And wouldn’t you know it, I wanted to cum again. I savored my last minute and when the timer went off, I washed my hands and went to sleep.
I did ask Belle today if I had a “Not Before” date and she said Christmas. Christmas isn’t that far away but it seems like it. I really want to cum. I think I might want to take a break from chastity pretty soon. I don’t know if I’m getting burned out or what but I’m just feeling kinda weird towards it. A little depressed maybe? I don’t know.
-Jnuts








